
"Now, indeed, the essence of pure nightmare was upon me. sanity departed--and, ignoring everything except the animal impulse of flight, I merely struggled and plunged upward over the incline's debries as if no gulf had existed. then I saw the chasm's edge, leaped frenziedly with every once of strength I possessed, and was instantly engulfed in a pandemoniac vortex of loathsome sound and utter, materially tangible blackness."
...HP Lovecraft
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to dawn (amber)....hmmm..dripping with excitement..now that is the desired effect of my realm to any young damsel who happens to enter these chambers..... to long slong....thanks for the thumbs up..I design most of my graphics and I like the atmosphere..... to Stefanie N....hey my dear..I can only say...what's your phone #??...*smacks kiss*..but thanks for your nice words..... to QueenOfEverything....thanks for the complement..they do make my day..... to Gabrielle....you know I understand what you mean by my disclaimer..I have some in the lower ages who come here and then complain to their parents that they were "mentally damaged" from being here..I have heard it all..so comes the disclaimer spelling it out with a little sarcasm that me, the mangement, is not responsible for any mental problems as a result of your stay here...... to Bob ....thanks for the vote..you can only be you..that is as many times that we want and try to choose our life..we are always left with who we are..live for this moment and then see what you become..... to Aimee....thanks for the kind words..... to Gregorie..I nod in agreement with all you have said..I seek the effect that the horror genre has on me..maybe I and many others just have a fascination for this corner of the film industry..there are your older "B" rated movies and now there are those where horror is very believable and real as if it were in our back yard or our house..... to paul..thanks paul..... to Richard....so tell me what are these coadings??..... to KoRnychick....you are a kind soul to take the time to enrich my day with your thoughts..you are what make my efforts sustaining..thank you..... to dibabe....hmmm..ok..may you then meet death quickly and jump through it's window willingly..... to Geniveive....well that is quite profound..actually the light of day consumes darkness..darkness has nothing to consume..it just the absence of light.."over powering occurance"?..hmmm whatever... to maddog....well maddog..that isn't the purpose here..but then I can see you have missed the sutlties here..... to Pale Lady....so where have you been sister?..you are certainly not alone..death will be a welcome embrace that should not be feared..to move on away from the fears of this life and this humanity..I need for you to contact me asap..I need to know if you are ever coming back to the Vampire Church..... to Lisa Lahr..what is this but more babble from words you read somewhere?..aye the "harmers" are everywhere even from a keyboard..watch out..... to taom....you are a schmok to peddle your worthless crap on my domain..get a life..... to Da Queen B 69..I agree with you there..we as a species of the living have proven to be the most deadly and so the most to be feared..how ironic..... to Rebecca..thank you for your thoughts..and yes she has been a talented writer (anne rice)..... to nightstalker..atrocities are all around us in this life..we are such a killer species of our own that it is a fear enough for anyone..... to Thyreus....thanks for the support!..... to Barren Angel..thank you for the nice words..It is sometimes nice to hear them..... to Lady K'ren....graveyards are the host of forgotten souls and so hold a mysterious influence over us.. we know so many rest there and yet even though we know they are gone from this life..we ask to where are they now?..... to Lilith....your reality is just that..yours..and what ever insecurities your mind has that manifest in that reality makes for a scary reality for anyone else..but then the reality of your uncertanty makes for just another lost soul..... to nightstalker..well there are atrocities all about us and you are right..those responsible hide well to not be seen..that is enough to fear in this life..... to Thyreus....thanks for the support..... to Barren Angel....thanks for the kind words..it is nice to hear them sometimes..... to Lady K'ren....the only horrors of this life come from the human species and that has proven enough than this wordy epose you have tirelessly struggled here..... to Strigoi Mort....Blah!..... to Ihsahn....death and life are the same..where there is an end there is a beginning..the stroke of death will come and your life will be done..... to allayla....my dear.. you were not suppose to write a narrative..but my dear you express a great fear of guilt in hurting other souls who may know and care for you by your stroke of death..you appear to be drowning in your death with the help of all the souls you have either hurt or resent your actions..it is their blood and yours..to torture you till your death you part..... to Sean....thanks for that great words..It is nice to hear from someone like you once in a while..salute..... to A shadow behind u....thank you for your kind words..hmmm..if any soul be eternal..so be it..... to Mistress Death....thanks my dear for the kind words..fear of being watched is part of fear of the unknown which is considered the greatest and most common fear..fear of that which you know is there but you cannot see..... to Magiculus Terrerium..*laughs*..ok you have no fears..well how about I give you this offering..you are on a dark and dim lite street and you appear to be the only one there..you hear sounds and footsteps but see nothing..you hear running but still do not see anything..you hear screams but only see shadows..all you have is the unknown..the unseen..and you know they are there and they know you are there and you are next..you are surrounded by that which you cannot see..what is your next move Magiculus?..... to Juha....aye..the blood is the life..thanks for writing..... to Brian Jackson....Thanks for your kind words..it is nice to hear this sometimes..*jumps up and down*..... to Shadow Dragon....really?..seemed like an accurate observation to me..still wondering where those bodies are..... to Master....I know..where are all those bodies when you need them..... to bare knuckles....ok..I shall rock thru this forum..... to Kelly Weber....thank you..it is nice to "hear" that another appreciates your work..... to elia....thank you for the kind words..yes reality is within the mind of one who would "see" and what one would "percieve"..... to jesse....aye..i agree..one must know the world around you even if it pains us..for to not know what besets you is to not live..... to Selenne....there is sincerity and realism in my voice..death is but another doorway into the void..but now is this life and you must find the path that is yours..I encourage you to take this moment before you and seek that which is yours..I will be near pearing at the life that could and will be yours..... to Vanesa Galloway....my dear..I love your words..they enchant me and invite me..I am ready my dear Vanesa..come and take me..... to blind pugh....hey I love it.."it is I who bleed from the shards of your shattered mind"..Agreed yours is shattered..... to Crusador....I thank you Crusador for your words of support..... to Kcat....hey thanks for the support..it is nice to hear it sometimes..... to rhonda....thanks for the kind words..I have always been a horror fan ever since I could remember as a kid going to the movies and being of the dark..*smile*..... to SMeLL....hmm..homogeneous?..let me get out my dictioanary..my domain is a collection of many things that are dark..it is a large realm but there is much here besides graphics..... to GANGREL....you have my agreemnet on that..nothing like a satisfying meal..... to haven....thanks for the kick-ass support..... to Marit....just can't get enough my dear sweet?..well..meet this sweet boy in the dark and find out..... to Magic....got you lost did I?..no..thnaks for the nice words my friend..... to Vampiria....hmm..ok..meet me in the school yard behind the bleachers..... to ROB/ART....what a charming little rhyme you have..also great email addy..... to Marit....yeah right..prey you don't meet the hunter in that darkness you so love..... to Keara dewitt bekater....yeah..I am always playing with the site..trying different things..thank you for the comments..... to Autumn Custer....I agree..... to Vampira....I agree with that my dear..life scares me as well..but it is mainly the clueless fucks out there.. and bloody bites to you..... to Rage....this guy just doesn't get enough..here is more babble from the guy that invented clueless by being born into this life..now here is a guy that has posted here before about christian dogma on "hell" and "god"..well you can get the picture..he thinks i think i am god..you don't know me..as i said to your other post..i could be the fucking big bad wolf..your "god" and "hell" are the manifestations of being fucked by too much christian dogma in your short life..I crave attention?..you are the one coming to my domain. I have been to your domain once because of an invite by you and there i caught you copying my ideas on a nothing web site..speaking of unstable..how could you know of a path when you have none?..... to Amara Giovanni....well..I am pleased you were entertained..but I am not really out to scare prople..there are ways for that..my aim is information and encouraging you to experience the fear of the unknown..... to Ash Death....I agree with that..they (graveyards) are most confortable and peaceful..... to Unknown....hello back..... to Sexy Misstress....ok..after typing that long page addy..... to Lady Rae....you have made my night my dear..I am pleased you enjoyed these ventures..I try to create the atmosphere of the kind of dark fear and venture I have experienced in my mind..now that is scary..thank you for the nice words..... to Marti....sounds like something i have heard before.."all you have to fear is fear itself"..right..try telling that to a lot of souls in this life..i doubt you know what a vampire truely is except what you have heard from Hollywood..but then you are like so many others..... to christian young....ok..whatever you say..... to Jim....ok Lord Jim..*think I have heard that one somewhere in a movie or maybe some comic strip*..... to Miss Raven....that is if I do not drain you of all your energy first..hmm..nice thought..... to Vampyre Tony....uninitiated into what??..your playhouse??..... to CeeThreepeo....thanks for the broad minded appraisal..one of the best I have recieved..I like the "literary" description..... to Venus....come back when you have gotten thru grade school..... to April....thank you my dear for the "cool"..so dad won't mind huh?..... to Morgana....then do you fear what society has not told you??..what is it that lies in the darkness that you cannot see and cannot know??..you are suching a trusting soul and yet have never heard the wind or footsteps in the night??..... to re....I am pleased to know you enjoyed yourself..now I will come to you..actually now that I have been there you were not worth it..... to bekkawekka....another example of fear of losing control of the environment around you..one that I certainly share and know well..... to Rage....it is you again..and still clueless..just read what I said at the Wall of Fears..... to Kristienne....nice prose with a nice ring to it..... to lauralee....you may have empathic or psychic abilities but what are these urges you speak of??..you speak of being different but give little detail..I agree and do not fear death but have a fear of some elements of this life such as control over my immediate environment from those who would want to control it..I need you to write me in more detail... send to damien@darkfear.com..... to Rage....suffering from a bout of hostility??..all souls have fears..some just do not know them or try to "bury" them..I do not fear death..death is but a end and beginning to this life..the one fear I have always had is fear of failure but now I have begun to not care so much and just be what I will..the morrow may or may not come but this moment is all that concerns me now..and as for "your satan" or "your god"..fuck them..... to Raven....my name is Damien Daville and my email is all over this site.. webmaster@darkfear.com..... to Desiree....hmmm..good..then you have experienced my house..there is a dark side my dear..... to Raven....I am pleased you enjoyed going thru my house..do come again..... to tmothy rogers....you need help alright..been watching too many of those B rated movies..shit you ought to be scared before a true vamp really finds you..... to lyv....no..i don't think your mindless space collecting dust on that shelf could tell me..... to Sindel Channing....well you are welcome..happy trails..happy days or nights i mean..happy wagons..happy 4th..... to Nicole....yes..the thirst is constant..you must feed my dear..*showing claws..*..... to Lauren....thank you my dear for the kind words..I am pleased you enjoyed your stay..come back now..... to MangledEvil...."evil" is a religious term for that which would punish or do harm..the christians like to think that they can control you with it..not this vamp..... to starla....thank you for the words of support..... to dahlia....thank you for your kind words..*EG*..... to Night Feeder....thanks for the kind words..Vampires of the world unite!!..... to luke....thank you for the suggestion..this is something I need to do and shall get to it soon..... to Evil Child....aye to that..love that metallic taste and dark red color..the bloodlust is upon me..hehe..... to Monica Henry....you are quite welcome..... to Vampyre....you have dreams of the many vampire films you have seen..and the only reality you have is your own unknown..... to Secret Spirit....you cannot see your way out of your own unknown..stop watching all of those vampire films anf dust that mind off..... to johndoe....I will agree to that..... to Rhaven....hmm...alright..you've convinced me..and when i come upon you..I will think kindly of you..... to bubba....aye to that..... to Rhaven....By ingesting to much blood, one could get throat infections, and also become very nauseated. Consuming large amounts of blood, could cause you to become sick and vomit because blood is a natural emetic..to enjoy it's drink is not enough to pursue it but there are those souls who have the "bloodlust" and take the energy from it..and even they take it in small amounts..yes do return when you have found your home here..... to Ravyn....noone can "take" you to whatever is dark..it must reside in your soul..to be what is dark is to know who you are..not what you want to be.... to Gollum....yes..you have the weed part right..... to Grimiorum....both life and death are one and the same..it is life we fear and the stroke of death, for we peer into the unknown with both..... to brian....thank you for your words..they ring well with me as I have no pretences here..have you been to the Vampire Church yet?..there are about 25 members and all are true vampires, not of the immortal type made so popular by hollywood films, but people who do have the "vampiric soul" which makes them who they are..please visit the Church site and you can learn more..... to the Occultist....*laugh*..ok..thanks for the notice..... to Renee....aye my dear..there be many that would love a feed from you..will you make yourself available?..... to Dream Theif....thank you for your kind words..i shall visit your domain..... to Jamie....you know it..*ES*.... to Blood Knight....True vampyres exist my friend and I am one..there are true female vamps out there and your best bet is the net..nothing like technology to bridge the miles but watch out for those role players..you will have to know the difference..*EG*..... to ^Raven....Thanks man..appreciate that..... to Maat....Then I would not hold my breath..would you recognize him when he came??..... to Gothic Girl....my dear..I could not have said it better..fare thee well..... to Charon 666....then that boatman will surely have much to do with the numerous lost souls in this life..nice little quote..fare thee well..... to gnail....take comfort in knowing the stroke of death will meet you sooner than you think..... to kelly....it is not death we fear..it is the stroke of death..and I thank you for the kind words..... to Slave....you well should probably fear yourself for the mind is a dangerous space to anyone's well being..... to Jessica....we all fear losing ourselves for we had so little to start with..I thank you for your nice remarks my dear..... to Valur....i think i will travel to your web site and see just who the hell you are and what makes you so concerned..... to Rebakka..fear of the unknown and what we cannot see is our greatest fear..... to Lady Morticia....i am honored by your words m'Lady..and yes you are right..the stroke of death is nothing to the death of a love..... to Kristienne....I thank you m'Lady for your kind words..you are welcome to visit the Church site and let me know if you have questions..... to Twiggie....hmmm..thank you for the SEXY words my dear..and you are very right..it is what people do not know..the unknown of today and of the future..that people fear the most..take care..... to Angela....we already my dear depend on too many..it is just the level of your need for that who you must have..and i share your desire for i live alone and would have it no other way..I share your fear for trust is hard to come by and it is much easier to trust thyself..you are much like me my dear..do what you must in this life..... to mystic....this life is that hell and this world is where there are those who would control you out of there own insecurities..and the only freedom is thru the death of it..but focus on the moment for it is all you have and may well be your best time..and you are quite welcome..fare thee well... to peaches....well..death my dear will catch us all and what was beauty for you will turn with the march of time..welcome that which is inevitable..... to Starbuck....well..the Graveyard Chat Room is a private chat to arrange private meetings in advance..it is not listed as a public chat..... to yeesus....hmmm...ok..... to felix....well..maybe you ought to stick with school..don't count on me for your iunsecurities..... to Angela....and you are right my dear..fear is based on the unknown..but there is no fearing what you cannot see..*fades in the darkness*..... to Richard....yes vampires do exist..but the thing is Richard that I would'nt bother to try convince that fantasy mind of yours..... to Myst....yes..again a familiar line enters my brain again..but it is my pleasure my dear to provide this home for your use..*smile*..... to Lady Santanica....well m'Lady..contact me and ask what you wish..... to *Satan's Lil Playmate*....You my dear have made my night!..you see what i am which is also what you are..for we crossed paths in space and we are the better for it..thank you for your kind words..... to ArtGothiquePrincessVampiress....I thank you for your kind words my dear..I still would like you to email me for further dialogue (vampire@darkfear.com) ..my intent has always been to bring my visitor to my dark creation to feel what i feel about what i know is dark..and yes i like how you put it my dear.."life is just a dream on the way to death"..and I have always attracted those twisted and sick minds to my home..but it has been a pleasure seeing you..*s*..... to shechemist....alright..whatever makes your water boil..... to Lady Leila....thank you my dear..you need to email me (vampire@darkfear.com) and i would be pleased to answer..... to James A....ok..that is my evaluation..... to Ash....fear is about as essential as keeping our caresses alive..so would our minds believe..but to not fear death is to not fear..and those eternal flames are just a part of your mind..... to Silver....yes..I have Daniel Mckenan up for "Worm of the Week"..and yes I know about his unimformed and biased comments about my site..but I am not concerned about his mindless comments about me..I recieve more visits to my site than he will ever recieve and he will hear from many that he is my "Worm of the Week"..think he can deal with that??..... to Barbie....thank you for the nice comment..it is words like you that keep this going..... to Angel's Ashes....what you hunger is what is not you..you cannot be what is not already there in your soul..look within and focus on this time of now and find that which is you..... to Matriana....thank you for the knd words..you speak of fear of losing the very emotions that drive your soul..fear is basic to our survival..to lose it would be the death of this life..and end but a beginning..it is esay to fear the unknown of what awaits in the future but all that really matters is this moment..... to Empathy....You said exactly what I want to do..and I am happy it is noticed..thank you..... to dark angel....and i agree with that..... to Satan's Mistress....And I thank you for your kind words my dear..... to Damien Thap....this is true..however there are those who do no know it and therefore cannot express it..... to Lady Foxfire....and thank you m'Lady...*reaches back with hand*..... to Arlene....Thanks for the vote my dear..... to Andrew Leavy....well..this is a first..but even the earth hides the unknown..... to Alucard....thanks for your kind words..you have said well what i am trying to do..... to Akasha....thank you for the comment..you made my night..*evil grin*..... to eVILaNTIQUE....hmm..one must be very very in anything..... to your killer....people like you just come and go but never have anything intelligeble to say..so where do they come from?..from the mindless bowels of lost souls..... to fisch-man....yes..i will be trying for the dark oscar awards..but thanks for the comment..look at the links in my site and you will see many of my fav sites..... to detrius....thanks for the comment and warning..... to Chthhulku....thank you my friend for the comments..i have some quotes by Aleister Crowley..but I like the one you left and also the one by It..... to Valerie....yes..my dear..the mind has many hidden and dark alleys which will get our attention when we are in dreamscape..and so our fears will then be before us..... to Pale Lady....thank you for your kind words Pale Lady..you have a nice way of putting it..*evil grin*..... to Gandalf....hmm..when death do make a visit..you will be alone and your last breath will be of no consequence as you escape the scurge of this life..live for each moment for tomorrow is just the next moment..I fear crowds of too many people..... to Raphe Ravenhawke....* evil grin*..well..i share this fear even to the point of the fight/flight reaction as do you..i am quite reclusive and like my space alone until i decide to enter the eve in search of that company with the worthy female..yours is well said my friend..... to Platinym....Thank you for the complement..time ravishes all my dear and death is just a respite from the scurges of this life..just live the moments of now..for the stroke of death will arrive and you will not notice.. the Alien movies were good, weren't they?..... to Trinity....thank you my dear for your kind words..... to shiva....you are quite right my dear..... to Martigraz1....yes..you are quite right..people fear what they do not understand and is not that part of the unknown??..and true death is a mystery till we meet it..thank you for the kind words..... to dee....ok..did't affect me..... to Benjamin Bond....yes the Howling is one of my favorites..and thank you for the kind words..and yes you should be wary of us vampyres..... to Ghost..thanks for the kind words.. yes..span seems to get around too much..and i am sure it will befall us all sometime..... to Duffcritter..yeah right..i have too much time on my hands..well i work 10 hours a day for a computer company and i often have my hands on a female..and i still find the time to respond to those like you..... to lost boy..need not be concerned..you will recognize true fear when it befalls you..and I am happy to be of service ..... to Suda...yes..what a trip these entries are..... to Victor....Yes..so very true..the stroke of death is what is feared than just death itself ..... to Laura....thank you dear Laura..i rather like the name..and i shall reply to you on the Wall as well..i will tell you this..once you fear..your course of action will depend on that fear..you may be better to run and in cases to confront..that is your judgement and i know of fears that would require either responce..most fear is of that which we percieve harm from and then there is fear of the unknown and it is what we percieve that may be in this unknown that is the greatest fear..... to vampress cathy....thank you my dear for the kind words..and so who are your children??..those lost souls who lay alone in their graves??..... to Spring....thank you for the kind words..and welcome to my tomb..... to Adrienne....do you sense the flesh on your bones??...do you bleed when you are bitten??..maybe that is all of your existence..and so it ceases in death but in what ends there will be a beginning..and yours maybe is this non-existence ..... to Alisa....*sigh*..you apparently have no understanding of "real" fear for you speak as one who has had that sheltered life..maybe mommy and daddy still feed you..and btw those christian people fear death..they just do not admit it..fear is not based on what is known but about what is not known..what is percieved in the unknown..and yes fear may be simple to your uneventful life but you have no understanding of it at all and that is truely amasing..had your head in too many books at school??...... to Lone Wolf....hmmm..i like your wording..i do not fear death and welcome it's coming when it chooses me from the aging flesh of time...an end will be a beginning whatever it is..... to Lomax....life is all most know and what most desperately clink to from the intense fear of death..to these souls death is the end where others including myself see death as a beginning..... to Terese....well..then stumble elsewhere..maybe to the mindless sites that are so devoid of content and have nothing to say..then you can experience real fear..fear of your own mind..... to crona....ok..... to Vampyre Prince D...very true but then it is your own destiny that you must find before anything else..... to paul....well said..i have shared this one with you..coping with self is the hardest esp when one knows his faults and then expects great accoplishments that only invite a fear of failure..fare thee well..... to UNknOWn....hmmm..i think of suicide at least once a day..and if i were to become paralyzed..maybe i would think of it more often..but for an athelete..yes maybe i would stop the thinking and do the doing..... to KaOs....yea..and you must be smoking it..yes that last breath will come and the act of dying will have arrived..and then nothing?..you will see in your time..... to unknown....ok..i believe you are trying to say you fear your lover's fiance..well you probably have good reason..i assume you want to keep both arms and legs..... to daggon....thanks for the kind words..it is nice to hear that there are those who like what one has made..... to Katherine....i also feel as you my dear..these crawling things also easily bring fear upon me..but to love is to be loved in your own way and the only one afraid to love already is too fagile to live and yes easily destroyed..... to nicole....you and i my dear suffer the same fear of failure..i think it is heredity..for it is to bad that stupidity is not painful..and then "they" would feel what we feel..... to misty....thank you my dear for your kind words..but why so misty misty??..... to Josh....yes..there is nothing like the dark..and what things and thoughts may these be??..but the dark also brings the unseen and therefore the unknown..where lie the fear we so have for what we do not know..and what lies in the shadows that we so fear??..only what we expect of that which we know haunts us..... to Jason....is it death you fear or is it the act of dying??...for that which ends shall begin..fear not the darkness but live this moment and leave the morrow for the next..seek the truths you have today and discard those of the future...fare thee well..... to daisy....hmm..yes..the unseen and the unknown keep us turning our heads for what comes from behind.. and what lies in the darkness all around..this is the most feared fear..for what you may not see is the unknown..... to Lauren....yes..i agree with the way you have put it..it is a slow overwhelming type fear that does not leave like others may..and yes others will be cruel to those who do not compete as well..such is the nature of the souls of others..i have been there and feel your words..take care..... to Nostalgia....i am glad you enjoyed your walk thru my dungeon..you are right about the pics i have..i am working on a project now for better creative drawings and hope to have them up on the site soon..... to Becka....and so am i..nocturnal in my outside life..and there is much to be afraid of in the day..including life forms that would do us harm given the environment..with this phobia i hope your ability to run is good..and as some have said..it is not death that we fear but the act of dying..i hope it will be swift for you my dear when it's hand doth come..... to Bianca....you appear to have a concern about death..you visualize forces and things trying to exert control over you as you fear being at this abyss..fear of the dark is common for it is what we cannot see that concerns us..and what unknown may be present in that unseen..focus your mind on the present moment for your path will take place without your concern or worry and death and life will come in it's time..... to Terrin....this is a common fear and one which i have experienced in my life..i believe there is a propensity towards it in some souls..try to think of tasks as not threats to your wellbeing and just take one moment at a time... fare 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