The Last Time I Died

by Lupine

it's all over now; I have ended it it all
I have slit my own throat, and taken the fall...
there is a melancholy peace in the dark,
but knowing I left the world, never making my mark...

there is alot of comfort here, and tranquility, too
but lonley it is, without the presence of you.
never saying goodbye was my biggest mistake,
but my life was shattered,
like the dreams of those who wake...

I'm very sorry I left you alone and oh, so sad...
But It's done now, AND I DON'T FEEL SO BAD!!!

You're right! I'm crazy, a nut, a loon!
I came bouncing along, straight out of a cartoon!
I've lost it completley; I'm out of control..
and my hatred is hotter than a white-hot coal.

But guess what.
I'm not dead.
but you'll soon be,
and I'll grind your bones for bread...
But not before i tourture you first
your heart will collapse, your veins will burst..
we'll be together, forever, I'm sure..
How soon though depends on how long you can endure

If you give up now, all the rest will follow..
because without you my insides feel hollow.......