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What is goth?...a way of thinking and expression about the dark themes in this life? i wear black most of the time but, i just like black and the feel of my black leather coat..like that leather smell.. bright colors tend to be "blinding" to me.. so you won't see me looking at your red dress i especially like the horror genre i like to write short stories and poetry about the depressing things i have seen in life..although writing is something I have done little recently. i do not travel..do not have the resources for that i have a low tolerance for most people as i regard most as suffering from an empty mind which i consider no excuse for..get informed.. or keep your yap shut..do not need the wasteful time that comes from someone's no nothing mind.. i am a bit of a loner..and have been most of my life and the problem is finding a group worthy to be around for most just either annoy me or bore me or just disappoint me with their spew of dogma.. but i like the female sex and cannot get enough of them but they have this dichotomy of beauty and evil.. so my track record here has been miniscule however i do admire them..and enjoy their intrigue. so your imagination is the limit as in most things.. despite how i feel about my peers and the powers that control me..i have a long held code of morality which basically holds that i leave people alone and do not try to change them..the same i expect from others but you are always going to have those (esp the god fearing types and those who want something from you) who will not leave you alone even when asked to or told to by the law..and then there are those that are just jealous and therefore have to express their own insecurity by way of belittling something or someone they know nothing about...They know who they are.... |
and one more thing about this subject..i believe a person's word should mean something but ordinarily it does not..i do not have many regrets but there are those few you just wish you could change..maybe someone you met or someplace you lived..the more apparent ones..or just some inadequate fuck that just can't help contacting you with something that by it's wording just annoys and distracts the mind by it's very intent of getting the attention their little childhold didn't get. some of my likes include..music (maybe Type O Negative or Carnal Knowledge or some dark sound but a little johnny cash is nice), theatre and movies (a good horror movie will hold my interest), computers and web pages (of course), art graphics design, a mature and independent female who has a career and a mission in life (too much to ask for?), the nightlife (let's face it..that's when it is happening), and i'll think of others.. some of my dislikes include..foremost people who think their mission in life is to make me like them (watch out for some religions and your significant other or some other insecure fuck with an identity crises), the anti abortion people, (i believe in the right to choose), the anti gun people (they would leave you helpless), MTV (a child's channel), talk shows and stupid sitcoms (obvious reasons), all stupid acting souls who always have something to say about something they know nothing about..and you know the type..(no excuse..get informed!), and i'll think of others... i now reside in the central part of the state of texas the climate is warm here and suites my cold bones... ...i like my time that i have to myself.. maybe I am just a loner, seems I have been all my life, but i am a visitor of any neighboring city...and also like to prowl the net when i am here...and whenever i am here...updating the services of my websites... |